today is the 5th day i bek to my hometown,everything in town did nt change bt ppl tat around me ady change.In the merdeka night,i was happily go out wif friend yamcha,at 1st i thought i will be happy,bt in the end is not.I think tat so long din meet each other ady,should be happy when v meet.bt they seem like they meet everyday,maybe is bcz of they r local uni,so they hav the same topic to chat.in tat group,i'm the only one tat r from privte uni.so,at most time i'm the quietest 1 cz dun hav the same topic 2 discuss wif them.I felt tat i'm alone at there,juz wan quickly bek 2 home.althought i felt like tat,bt i'm still stay until the last minute only bek.is it bcz i'm sensitive o it already changed since F6 n i didnt realise it until nw???hoping someone can giv me the answer n hoping the answer is come from my those trusted friends.after meeting them,i suddenly hav a feeling tat 'am i chosing the right way to go all these time?am i prefer to the road tat i chosen nw o since start i'm ady in the wrong way?'.
Bek to hometown 1 week is 4 study week,preparing 4 the final exam.bt it is really a suffer week 4 me.last time when i study 4 my stpm,i dun hav a feeling tat hate a sub until i wan to tear off the lecture notes paper.eventhough i dun like sejarah during spm,bt i dun hav tat feeling.bt nw,i really hav tat feeling tat i to burn o tear off the paper,dun wish to c them again even tats my favourite sub-biology.i juz wan 2 pass the final exam,y is it so hard to me!!!dun hav these feeling before,HATE STUDY,HATE EXAM!!!!!!!!!MAKE ME CRAZY ALL THE TIME.
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